So insecure...

That wonderful feeling that took me breathless, now is insecurity. I did not know that I could feel like this anymore. It took so long for me to understand my internal issues... And they are so huge. It's like I'm vague and hollow. My shelf is opening, it crashed... And now I can only feel worried about it.

I'm used to be closed for everything and everyone. It's really painful to open myself and show my worries. I almost forgot how it feels to confide in anyone, to be honest with you, my lovely readers. Alas, maybe solitude is my best friend.